Bazooko Circus: Driven EP

Posted in Mass Media Medication on January 22, 2010 by lotus-kid

Now you can download the Driven EP at last.fm ! Enjoy !

Soon I will also make a rapidshare download available and post it here…

On Death Row (To An End)

Posted in Poèmes on January 18, 2010 by lotus-kid

The Guilletine closes like a sliding door

Hold your breath

The Guilletine cuts the cold curtain temple skin
Of life and death
Messiah
Fill our empty shells
We wear the skin of sin
Oh how it suits us well
Marked with nails of fear
The angels were as silent as a newborn

Listen a while

The angels watch the son hanging on wood

Death over life

“Messiah
Come down if you are
Messiah
Creator of the sun and the stars”
I heard my own voice scream
No it’s not mine
It can’t be mine
I’m not a thief
The truth I do decline
Clearly I can see the Guilletine overhead

Hold your breath

20 years on death row

now

everyday

A little closer

To the end

To the edge

To an end

Fear

Posted in Poèmes on January 10, 2010 by lotus-kid

Loneliness
is what I fear
most
of the time

Yet,
lonely
is what
I am
pleased
at ease
in love with
my shell

Moonscape

Posted in Poèmes on January 10, 2010 by lotus-kid

a calm eye wreathed in pitch dark
watches
as I turn my table
again
to form a hole for my haunted heart which
like a fridge with no door
lingers inside
a heart-shaped box
where
no hand is able to enter

lay beside me and watch closely
the burning of
and the cool ashy breeze that
hits you
again
and again

Still We Wander In Sweet Pleasent Dreams

Posted in Poèmes on May 3, 2008 by lotus-kid

The House of Cards
Ruined by a blowing storm,
Turns to a piece of art,
Millions and billions of weird forms,
And back to big black blurs.

The vicar laughs
And puts on me a curse.

Still we wander in
Sweet pleasant dreams.
Again and again we’re trapped in our own minds.
Can’t turn back to the signs in the fields,
Can’t hide our insect skin
In the deepest mines.

Even if we had wings
We won’t see at all
Because the darkness
Would keep our eyes
From seeing the things
If big or small
And clouds would appear
And mist might rise
That’d lay down a grey iron veil
To cover the land

No eagle eye could break through these ancient lies,
No hammer destroy these evil rocks.
No matter how hard or how long we would try,
We all would fail and keep the door locked.
Still we wander in
Sweet pleasant dreams
With both of our feet nailed to the ground.
Doomed to fate, bound to our densities,

We can’t get out
We shan’t get out.

The White Pigeon of Peace

Posted in Poèmes on May 3, 2008 by lotus-kid

If only I had a chance
If only I had a horse with wings
If only I had a plan
If I could tame the ring of rings
I would fly away

Watch the white peace pigeon fly
Forsaken
Destiny unknown
Giving birth to bombshells
Falling off of her hollow womb.

She can charm us all
She can climb walls,
Rise and fall
Walk and crawl
Back and forth
South and north
Up and down
Hit the ground.

Heal our crooked land,
Heal our wounded skin,
Destroy these iron chains,
Come and rescue, create and renew!

Never Get Old

Posted in Poèmes on May 3, 2008 by lotus-kid

Making sense out of suffering
Brings the darkness back to its roots again
No mortal man can withstand the ring
That is carved and adorned like a precious gem

The wind shall take me away to farther lands
To white shores, caring and awaiting hands
The wildest horse shall take me to wonderland
And then I know I shall never come back

Again.

I wish I could believe in beauty
I wish I could believe in purity
I wish there was a yin and a yang
Never get old and a heart of gold

I wish I could bring balance to the pan
I wish some things would’ve changed
I wish some things would not have happened
Never get old and a heart of gold

Mountaintops

Posted in Poèmes on May 3, 2008 by lotus-kid

So you stepped out the door
So you set out to
Climb a mountain
Whose top you will never reach
The top you will never reach
Still you feed hope?
What kind of memories of the future do you possess?
Didn’t the past provide enough evidential wisdom?

Listen to the words spoken long ago…
Ere the days dusk you will experience failure.

If I drown my fist will disappear at last

When Someone

Posted in Poèmes on May 3, 2008 by lotus-kid

When I draft through space
Someone made time travel possible
Another spell added to humanity
I knew something would change

What’s so right
What’s so wrong
There you go
Here we come again

Watch me gravitate
In circles of pain

I’m in the exact state
Of mind
I was in ten years ago
When someone put rope of shame around my neck
And adorned it with a millstone, made me walk the plank.
I drowned then but I was not dead…

Now I’m still collecting the pieces I fell into.
Remind me of how much I owe you
Lend me your heart, I’m willing to

Learn forgiveness
I’m willing to
Learn how to
I’m willing
Learn how
I am

Learn

Remind me each time I get spanked thru
What could I possibly do
But scream at you
When will this stop?
When will we stop?

Renewal

Posted in Poèmes on May 3, 2008 by lotus-kid

Have we forgotten about ?
Have we traded oceans for lakes?
And mountains for groves?
Where are we when all hope faints?

We wait for the dykes to break
And the rain to join the puddle
And if we are not mistaken
The puddle becomes a river
And the river becomes a lake
And the lake becomes an ocean

Nothing less than love is at stake

When will the dykes break
And lead the way to our dreams?
How can I deny
In the shadows I lie
In the mud I cry
In the shit I pray

We wait for the rain
To wash away our pain
What a great desert is this?
What are these splendid messes?
All these lies
Where’s the light?